心里的话

明天就要离开这熟悉的地方了。 远离家乡。 去一个陌生的地方。 今天的我。 心情忐忑。 这个选者对还是错。 真的不知道。 我很想退缩。 但是我没有后路跑了。 只能尽量做到最好。 我能吗??害怕。。舍不得。。

可笑的关系

朋友就是这样咯。。需要的时候，你是好朋友。如果不需要了。。不是搞失踪，就是找他没有理。或者是爱理不理。朋友这么多年，原来也只是嘴巴说说。可笑！看破了阿。随便拉。以后有什么事，不用找我，也就对了。

没有后路

突然，我很不想出国。我很后悔。非常后悔。某一些元素。还有参杂一些为什么。我不明白我选择这间大学的原因。失望。还有，很多不好的预兆。让我很不想读了。会有很多波折？？还是我太迷信？怎么办？那些预兆，好像有那么一点显灵的感觉。害怕。我最害怕孤单。寂寞。属蛇的朋友，明年会孤单？？ 怎么办？？ 会被人误会？在那个人生地不熟，没有人可以依靠，没有老婆的地方，我应该怎样？？

我会想太多吗？？我就是不想去。害怕。失望。恐怖。我就是不想。今年我还是安静的做自己本分。希望我能顺利毕业。我祈求。真的。。。因为我没有后路了。。。

遥远

夜，深了

雨，停了

心，静了

不久的现在

将会远离这熟悉的地方

害怕得我，也难免有那么一点期待

人生，

要有多少次跌倒

才能踏上成功之路

我现在就要去面对挑战

让自己跟勇敢

我不会忘记

在这

有一个人等着我

我相信

他明白

在遥远的另一端

有个人在拼命一搏

也在等待见她的那一天

一个新的生活模式

新的朋友

新的环境

新的一切

希望，我真正害怕得

不会发生

挣扎的等待

就剩下几个星期

我的舍不得，

多过于我的期待。

老婆，等我！！

好想见你

好想抱你

好想你

WHOLE YEARS!

It's been a while i did'n update my blog

sorry for my "busy-ness". 

let's review on years 2011!~~

JANUARY

she tried a new hair style. curly hair. 

look so new. =P

i bough a new laptop.

FEBRUARY

i bough a new shoes for my Chinese new year. 

like it so much. 

my dad bough a new TV!

finally he willing to change it. haha

angpao for Chinese new year!

quite a lot for last year!

Valentine with my dearest. 

bought her a flowers..

she love it. haha

MARCH

Seminar. 

I learn a lot from there. 

interesting talk! 

another view!

took back a very unique sketch book!

=P

my dearest birthday

bought a gold for her. =P

APRIL

site visit with BOSS!!

a nice architecture !!!

MAY

bought a new camera!

550d!!!hehehe!!

went to wesak parade with friends.

1ST TRY ON MY DSLR!

JUNE

bintulu trip!

a nice seaside!

went miri with dearest family! 

another nice beach in MIRI!

our shadow in MIRI!

a nice family photo!

a photo with cousin family!

tim birthday!

tim officially intro his gf to us!hehehe

a nice dinner at kado!

JULY

site visit at old cinema!

now bcom a store room?

AUGUST

1st try on koreana food!

NICE!

a nice and spicy noodle!

she is busy taking photo i think!hahah

having shushi with my dearest!

a nice salmon fish!

nice deco!

went buntal seafod with dearest friends!

i finish this myself!

went damai with dearest!!!

a nice view!hehehe

buy mooncake from starbucks!

love it!

SEPTEMBER

taken at kapit long house!

went sibu as well!!!

nice architecture in sibu!

dearest with mum!

iconic building for sibu!

went permai with dearest!

did some crazy action there!

having seafood dinner at permata with my best sister ever!hahaha

OCTOBER

tay's new office

love the view

a big place..and i love it!

someone experiencing to work here..hahaha!!

NOVEMBER

1st try on Shedrin cake

a nice design. having dinner at Magenta. a nice place. 

my sister birthday 

get the earliest engagement present from dearest best friend. in kl!

thank you so much!

nice and cute cup!

LOGOS HOPE!!!

biggest book ship in the worlds

(i wish to work up there)

i bought three fish. hahah!!!

DECEMBER

1st time give angpao!!!

my engagement!!!!

family photo!!!

1st time celebrate birthday with my dad and mum!

having steamboat during my birthday night

nice family photo!!!

thank laopo!!!

she bought a jacket for her cousin!

she tried on it! cute?

haha 

send some gift for kuching children's home!

during christmas!

celebrate christmas with my dearest at simplicious!

a nice place to go!

edited photo!hahha

cute angrybird t-shirt!hahah

my house nearly flood a day after next!

u see the water level?huh! horible!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I WISH EVERYTHING BECOME BETTER AND BETTER IN 2012!

GOD BLESS!